A loner in a destructed land

I always wondered what happens  after death,do I have the courage to face it,
what if the world comes to an end and  I am the only one left ,such crazy thoughts flooded me so very often.............


I open my eyes to find nature's fury and  worst terror
All the colossal celestial bodies,vast spanning Galaxies and Milky ways disappear
A worst annihilation which does not deserve a thought to Remember
To relieve me of this sudden shock and pain there is no Tranquiliser


I see Lady Luck staring at me in a cruel frown
I am amidst massive destruction and lifeless creatures all alone
I do not even know for how much time since there is no dusk or dawn
I have nothing left anymore but only mourn


I always feared where my soul would depart after death and how will be the transit
Will I be haunting this world or will I be under your blessed Feet
Now ,I desperately wait for my end,will I ever Meet?


Oh God dont  you remember all those days when I so religiously prayed
Still I lie here amidst corpses and bodies that nature's fury has slaughtered
In a land of no man I lie abandoned
Am I a toy with whom you so chlidishly played?


My mother always said to me do not ever question the Almighty
His plans are always great and give happiness to all those who believe in his divinity
It is utter foolishnesss for an insignificant human like us to underestimate His powers so Mighty
Look beyond your aborted attempts,His face promising success is smiling with immense beauty


Hence I pledge to surrender myself to you and spend the rest of my life in Meditation
I no more bother about death but only desire final Emanicipation
Enormous amount of ordeal and traumatic end were inflicted on all your creation
But I am the only one you chose to welcome in your golden chariot to lead to my destination